Midnight Rant

There is something I wish to say.

I remember that my mother told me to be more selfish after i step out of high school life. And I was just perplexed at what she told me.
"How can a mother teach her children to be selfish?". People need help from us, and we need help from them all the time also.
My mother never explained, so it seems like a must for everybody.
When time goes, the concept and rationale become reasonable to me.
We need to protect ourselves, or blah blah blah.

But i have met the most selfish person which made me so annoyed.
I mean like even the littlest, insignificant help is not offered by the person.
The selfish person who only thinks for herself, which made people so hard to approach to her.

This feeling just gets stronger and has become a annoyance over time.
I know i shouldn't be judgmental now.
But if you realize what's going on between us, you will be shocked at how weird, selfish and psycho the friend is. Oh btw, coming to this selfish stage, i don't even know whether i should call it my friend.

Gah. :-( no one is perfect. I ain't too. But isn't sharing a beautiful thing?
Without sharing, nothing is counted between two people. :-(

To the frien: And yeah, if you see this today, i just want to ask if you could remember how you treated me before.
I think you didn't realize, but if could admit that you deliberated to do it, you will understand that's the reasons i dislike and am annoyed by you so much today.

But, From you, i learnt that  i have to be forgiveful and strong. :-)