Twilight saga-- Breaking Dawn

BREAKING DAWN (FOURTH/ LAST BOOK OF TWILIGHT SAGA)

This is the novel i am currently enjoying.

In the story, Bella Swan, who has not turned into a vampire in the end was married to Edward Cullen. She was pregnant and gave birth to a baby who was half-human-and-half-vampire. woah! intriguing. arouse my curiosity to grasp the development of the story. ha ha.
New moon film is now on the cinema but i have not had the chance to watch it yet. there are rumours saying that the film is not as nice as the novel. i don't know. lol.

i am watching gossip girl recently as well! :) xoxo.
take care. i am coming down to jb this sat to fetch my dear brother up to kl. he can officially move in to kl after his STPM.! woah!

i miss my dad la. love you, dad. :)

07/12/2009 Sister's day!

Computer class again!!!

okay. online class as well. shite, i couldn't access to internet in my dorm out of sudden. so i could't post a blog about 7/12 sistas day one year anniversary. :( nvm i am just one day late. well. for your information, i hung out with my sisters on last sat! :) though it wasnt fell on ytd, it could still be counted as our one year anniversary celebration. lol. anniversary. sounds like wedding anniversary. ha ha.

i went out to mid valley with shu yi, ong hui, ccy and her boy. yeah. ha ha. it has been so long since i saw some of them last time on march.
Those in kl or johor, did u celebrate OUR BIG DAY as well?:)

i was really delighted to meet with them, since everyone of us has had a different college life in different places right now. yeah i know it is kinda hard for ten of us to meet up in 2009 (because i will not go back to jb until next year). having four of us to gather is already something worth to be happy for. right? :)

well, we had our lunch in foor court and dinner in kenny roger, talking lots of stuff about SSI memories as well as present life. :) i loves u sis!

p/s : i willl post our puting pictures the next time i blog k? perhaps ccy has been posting them on hers.lol.

Apologies...

i think i am giving all of you a wrong idea. about the previous post. the mr "J". hmm. yea. he is just a good friend of mine. nth else. he is not the one. i know i have been quite crazy all the time. but i don't wish my classmates to misunderstand about this. so sorry , mr. "J". i hope u don't get mad over me when u read this. i always make silly and wild joke. so sorry if it troubles u. :( sincerely say sorry to you.

The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson

The Chocolate Run

Dorothy Koomson

the book i am reading recently. :)

Yan Yun turns 18!!!

Happy sweet 18 , yan yun!!!

2/12/09

stay happy and pretty and crazy!

:)

with lots of lovess,

cindy chew

Always the same question...

Cindy is here! lol. just now went to The Mines. out of the blue.I, Billy and Patsy decided to go there in the very last minute. =x And we went to buy our stuff and had our dinner-- porridge in 老油鬼鬼! the porridge there is soo nice that we always stop there for a meal once we visit The Mines. C: and u know what billy had asked me. -.- he kept guessing the guy that i kept mentioning in the previous post. well. actually not only billy always asks me such questions, but trevor and jit yang also kept on "pestering" me with the same kind of questions. the answer i gave would always be mr. "J". ehem ehem. sorry mr. "J", i did not mean to do that, but u are really a nice, friendly, and charming guy. :) nice to be friend with u .

ppl, i won't say who the guy is until i am sure of how he thinks. so if i haven't figured out his feeling for the rest of my life, i will never say it out loud. lol. sounds pathetic. :( and i have really learnt to look at this thing in a different perspective-- a positive side. ha ha. pray for me i hope my dream comes true. :)
p/s : i think i am gonna fall sick . sore throat. :'( take care, everyone.

love,
Cindy

Eclipse addict!

tell u what: patsy and yan yun said i am "怀春少女" because i am reading eclipse recently.
LMAO. :( where is the logic laa? ha ha. nvm at least my xin jing is still young, still on teenager level. btw i know i am very late recommending this novel, but it is really interesting!

patsy, i tahu u bo suka twilight saga. but lu mai kacau i promoting this book k?C: ha ha.
good night for the last time. xoxo.

Summary of the day :)

hey hey. back here to update my dear blog. :) hehex. hmmm. it is 12.25am now.gosh i have QA class tmr. i am supposed to turn in early. but, i just dont feel like get myself into unconsciousness. lol. nothing happened, ppl. don't think so much. everything is fine with me. i am just trying to think what i have done for the past few months. and do they help me to grow more mature and rational ? Now only I came to realize that I have been so immersed into my studies without caring much about others. Hmmm. I am not sure. -.-

fiona, i miss you a lot.
i visited your blog minutes ago. I realized how much time i have lost without your accompany.
u look so blissful in all of the pictures, yet i did not have the time and chance to create those memorable moments with you. :( so ke xi la weyh. U are a really good friend, do u know this?u are always caring and loving. :) even a simple forwarded message from you was enough to make me feel touched . lovess.

okay. what have i done today? i doubt the word "today" now. it is supposed to be YESTERDAY.LOL. well. i, yan yun and zing hong had a presentation today!
what did we present?
jiang jiang! BERMUDA TRIANGLE!
pretty interesting topic, isn't it? C:
btw, before i proceed, do all of you know what exactly is "BERMUDA TRIANGLE"?
in case u dont know, let me briefly explain the history to you ha ha. :)
k k. it's a triangular region which was surrounded by miami, puerto rico (i dont know what place this is) and bermuda.
okay. why is it famous? :)
because many planes and ships vanished in bermuda triangle, without any evidence and trace. mysterious ehh.? fear not, it is a place worth exploring. ha ha. btw, if u are truly interested in going to bermuda, i guess ur plan has to be cancelled.because no one has really known the exact place where those aircrafts and ships disappeared.means they did not even know they had entered the region of bermuda .wahh.

okay, i seem to be so chang qi nowadays. ha ha. C:
the main point should be the performance of my presentation. lol. i went quite far paiseh.
billy said i spoke like a "lecturer". LMAO yea but seriously i admit it. i was too serious and unfriendly in the presentation.shit. and my heart was beating during the presentation u know. though i concealed my anxiety extremely well. no one even realize i was "gan jiong" . :p
another thing is that i spoke too fast. i doubt my audience could catch up what i said. section 3 and 4, i am sorry if i spoke too fast. btw the presentation is meant to give u rough ideas about bermuda only la. nothing else significant. dont care about it. bla bla bla.

btw i love hidayah's topic which was centered on "How woman attract man?" smth like that. well, with no doubt, this topic caught everyone's attention and there was a way which teach woman to attract man with their "sexy shoulder". LMAO. they requested Hidayah to demonstrate! of course she rejected because it's so embarrassing to do on stage . too bad, we can only make full use of our imagination. ha ha :)

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yoh. jump to the next topic : GOING HOME! the topic that i personally love the most. ha ha. lol.home is heaven u know.my pinky bed, pinky table, pinky curtain. miss you my room. but u know what, i totally agree with what jit yang had told ss: meeting our parents every week is a stressful matter! they will keep on asking questions like : got study or not? when is the next test? how's your quiz result? sigh. :( i told jerry these prob and he said he was in this kind of situation at times. he knew what answer all the parents want to hear. so let's just say : everything is fine. don't let them worry lo. :)

i guess i haven't mentioned the subjects I am taking this trimester, right?
1) microeconomics
2) principle of costing
3) financial accounting
4) foundation english
5) computing skill

well, we scholars have to maintain GPA 3.5 and above. scared scared :'( that's why i am slogging hard everyday. there are some who did not pass 3.5 in the 1st sem and they most likely cant fly next year as freshman. how strict they are. :( linda, i am thinking of which uni u will be entering. is it Drake? i am picturing the moments we meet up in US weyh. what a hilarious moment. :)

1.17 am. now. 8 more hours to my QA class. ngam ngam ho. k update soon. :) ciao lovesss!

I am back blogging!

owh gosh.
i think i have dtitched my blog for WEEKS!
how could i be so IRRESPONSIBLE to my dear blog.?
LOL. aiyo, i am a busy student la weyh.
busy studying, doing assignments,projects and bla bla bla.
many kinds of excuse i am able to give u all.
hahahahaha.

anyway, i am back readers!
ehem..
firstly, i have to announce that i have just started a new sem.
well. as u all knew (maybe some don't know, it's okay let me tell u now!),
i did not have SEMESTER BREAK for my first sem.
hmm. why?
if i were to explain, it's going to be verbose.
to make it brief and simple, i can only say that my timetable is more packed than other course students in Uniten
all foundation were having their sem break , EXCEPT PPOU STUDENT!
pretty upset. :(

this week is the second week of second semester.
omg again!
most of the classes start from 8 until evening (sometimes 7pm)
shit!
it is worse than a typical secondary students who attend school only from 8am to 1pm!
i have just had my SAT reasoning test (known as sat1), SAT subject test (known as sat2) as well as TOEFL test.
I AM DOOMED!
i haven't received my TOEFL mark yet, but i am sure that i am gonna retake it.
500 malaysia ringgit will have gone for just one 4-hour test.
sigh :/

flying to US uni is definitely not a simple matter.
i have really learnt it from the past few months since i came to Uniten.
just bear in mind.
dont take everything for granted.
getting a public service department (JPA) scholarship to studying in USA does not secure and guarentee u a seat in a university.
we ppl tend to take things for granted, thinking that we can just prepare to fly there one day.
without putting our full efforts to achieve what we really want.
so when results come out, see what lousy scores we got.
lol. i took a lesson.

it's like what Patsy said :' we deserve what we get'
u know what's truly inside u,ur strength,weaknesses and ability.
u know the best way and most suitable way of self-studying to achieve the best result.
u know what subjects u can handle easier and the subjects which u should pay more attention to.
in short, u know urself the best. right?

however, if we are reluctant/ lazy/ or whatsoever to fight for what we desire for and to meet our target,
we will ultimately get the outcome we are deserved to get.
perhaps,
we will get a not-so -good result of course if we are not studying hard.
okay unless someone is a genius then i have nothing to say k? lol
but as far as i see, flying to USA is really not a simple and easy task.
SPM is very much different from SAT .
SPM and SAT totally could not put into a comparison.
it is crazily and wildly and madly difficult.
it got on everyone's nerve.
lol
only months of efforts and strong english fundamental standard ensure u a good result.
last-minute work does not work at all.
lol.

so all the best in the future ppl!
u deserve what u get!
lovess~

Try to let go...

u know what,
i will try to let go of the feeling.
i will not carry any expectation on you.

seeing you makes me feel upset nowadays.
it is no longer a enjoyable and joyous matter.
you remind me of how hurt i am.
u remind me of my misery.

i hate people asking me the same question.
the question i dont want to tell others.
i dreamt of two of us before.
.
.
.
a happy ending.

but patsy said that dream is always opposite from the reality.
and i know what she meant instantly.

i like the way u treat your friends,
the way u care about ur friends .
ur thoughtfulness, caring, concern, tolerance towards friends.
i love the way u take care of ur friends and their feeling.

i feel sad that i don't even dare to express my feeling.
because i know everything will be altered.
so what i intend to do now
is to look at this matter from a different perspective of view.
in a not-so-lugubrious angle.
instead, thinking another way round might make me feel better.
=)

Mitch Albom's is a great author!

*Tuesday with Morrie*

*the five people you meet in Heaven*

*for one more day*

a prominent and distinguished author is 'poisoning' all my classmates recently.

MITCH ALBOM.

-an author who has written "tuesday with Morrie", "the five people u meet in Heaven", "for one more day"

"Tuesday with Morrie"(the novel i am currently reading) can be considered as one of the best novels in his collection.

here a good news to all the readers,

a new novel of his had been published in bookstore recently!

"Have a little faith".

don't miss the chance of reading his art pieces.

they can be unforgettable life lesson for the rest of your life.

in addition, if i am not mistaken, most of his books are based on true story, most of which are his life experience.

all the stories are described very beautifully and and can even make you burst into tears.

Quotation.

-When you look at your mother, you are looking at the purest love you will ever know......-

"For one more day"

pg.174

-Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too..........-

"Tuesday with Morrie"

pg.61

MITCH ALBOM IS AWESOME!!!

New phone Nokia 5800 ♥

to my suprise, my mum bought me nokia 5800 xpress music today!
pretty nice and convenient. :)
yeah! i have got new phone!.
my mum is very wealthy.
she bought two phones in two days continuously.
one is 5530, another is 5800.
C:

xoxo.

NOKIA 5530

i love the slim design of nokia 5530 express music.

♥

this is a latest phone which has just been published for one month.

it is designed for woman.

♥

summary of the week..

owh yeah.
i have got my jpa allowance after months of waiting!
hurrayy!

err. i made a new atm card as well.
i think i have explained abt the process days ago right.
lol.save my breath. pheuu.>.<

in short, i can get back to a normal life now! yahoo!
without having to plead ppl to fetch me to country height for money withdrawal.
LOL.:D
hew and nigel are good ppl.lol.

good night ppl!
dont stay up late like me man. >.<

i hate that kind of feeling..

i hate the feeling of waiting for an answer.

and the feeling of keep making wild guess, without having any direction.

maybe there's an answer that is always untold,

but,

i truly hope someone could tell me the answer.

no matter an answer that will satisfied me or upset me .

it is not because i dare not to ask but i do not want to ruin everything that has been built so long ago.

u are happy, so do i.

u are sad, i am willing to listen to u.

will things change one day?

i am not sure how long i will hold on to it.

i have no idea.

time will only tell the truth.

this is the first time i have that kind of shitty weird feeling.

so irritating.

xoxo.

take care.

miss you.